Friday, September 26, 2008

poor coping mechanisms

I always create boy problems when my health goes sideways. this is bad for a number of reasons:
1. it doesn't actually make the health issues go away,
2 it dredges up unnecessary drama, and, most importantly,
3. I hurt people that I care about.

I understand that you can't handle it. I wish I didn't have to. I did my best to not. I'm sorry.